

| John Michael's Thoughts February 2012 |

February 6, 2012 I have been researching a little on the worst drugs out there these days. I went to many sites where people ask questions and I was not surprised that most people don't even know which questions to ask, and those that answer site references that have many different ideas, theories or scientific discovery over any given drug. Want to know what the worst drug known to mankind is really? The worst drug is the drug that enslaves YOU or one of your family members. January 30, 2012 Thought for Today I cannot imagine what it is like to be a person who is not an addict. No matter how much I learn about them, understanding eludes me. What I can understand is that a person who is not an addict, cannot understand me. Bible Says Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths. Plea 1st of the month and in addition to funding our fundraiser, the monthly bills are due. Just sending a reminder to invest a few dollars in us that we may invest a lot of time for those in need. The dividends are fare reaching for us all. January 17, 2012 Thought for Today I have learned many things in my time on earth. I have learned that problems come at times. I have learned that if my reaction to a problem is to drink to forget said problem, it is most likely a worse problem when the alcohol wears off. I have never improved a situation by drinking and the only way to handle a problem is to face it and work through it. Bible Says Philippians 2:14-16 “Do all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world, holding fast the word of life, so that I may rejoice in the day of Christ that I have not run in vain or labored in vain.” January 5, 2012 More on Passion by John Michael Weber If you feel a passion down in your bones Fear it not don’t leave it alone Bring it on out and make it your own Let it blossom, that seed was long ago sewn! Look up and tell God, “I wanna!” He’ll nod his head and say “well when are you gonna?” Only thing between you and your dream is air and opportunity Go for it, shoot for it, rely on God’s divinity! I can do it, they can do it, we can do it, those say you can’t they can just screw it If you wanna play drum play it rat-a-tat-tat And before you know it they’ll say “Dude where’d you learn that?” If you wanna be a lawyer don’t let anyone object If you wanna be builder then become the greatest architect! If you desire to be a gymnest, get yourself upon the beam If you wanna be a rock star don’t hold back your vocal scream. If you wanna be political, then in school join debate Learn to drive your point home, not how to aggravate. A dream is only a dream when you are being still But when you act upon it, it’s not a dream it is the real deal. Take your passion from a dream to reality No shame if you fall short, only if you refuse to be Everything and all the things God intended you to be You can do it, what you waitin on? Right now is your opportunity! Bible Says Matthew 17:20 So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. January 2, 2012 Thought for Today Since I began walking with Jesus, my life has improved with each page that turns. The world has not changed around me, but Jesus changed what was within me, so that no matter what storm I face in the world, I get increasingly better at navigating through the bad weather of life. Bible Says Matthew 14:29-31 So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. 30 But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!” And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” December 8, 2011 Note from Santa Just wanted to send a note from the North Pole Greetings one, greetings all We’re busy as one might imagine Preparing for the night I come to call. The elves are whistling while they work Mrs. Claus is making my favorite cookies tonight I of course am checking my list I want to make sure I get everything just right. So I write you now, just wanted to share How Christmas affects me each year When I see those kids smiling so bright Well my joy is expressed with tears. I am honored you know To have my night of giving wonderful toys On the very same night Joseph and Mary prepared for the arrival of their boy. I am flattered that I am so liked For the gifts that I give once a year But that boy, born in a manger Gives much more than me let’s be clear. I give toys and I think that’s good The boy child gave his life for us all I will never out give, what Christ gives to us But I will continue to answer the call. So on the night before Christmas Please leave cookies and milk just for me And I will leave the toys as I do But the real giver of gifts is HE. Ho, ho, ho! I gotta run, have much more to do Have a very Merry Christmas And know that God loves all of you! Your friend, Santa Bible Says Luke 2:14 “ Glory to God in the highest, And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!” December 6, 2011 Merry Christmas Mom In Memory of Miriam Jones Weber Red and green were the colors of our tree lights at home We might have tried blue but Mom said leave ‘em alone. The stockings always got hung and the wreath on the door in place And Mom would make sugar cookies with a smile on her face. And we three kids were up at dawn on Christmas morn And mom and dad were never forlorn For if the Weber’s had but one good day It was because Mom had Christmas her way! That all changed one December 6 In the year of our Lord 19 and 76 That Christmas was quiet, somewhat like a dream And this Christmas I think will be all red and all green. I know you’re smiling at your boys at last Mom. We miss you and now when I think of you, I smile. November 25, 2011 Thought for Today When I think of the miracles and wonders as a result of God’s hands here on Earth I am truly amazed if not mind-boggled. I have no idea what awaits me in Heaven but I do know one thing for sure, I don’t want to miss out on being there. The best Earthly comparison I can make concerning going to Heaven would be it is like when I was a kid who knew tomorrow I would be going to Six Flags. My excitement was uncontainable. So it is that I am very excited about Eternity with God. Bible Says Matthew 18:3-5 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me.” November 21, 2011 Thought for Today Cause and effect is an interesting study. One small decision can change the course of one’s life. When faced with a decision, it may at the moment seem inconsequential only to prove an enormous catalyst for a later revealed life changing moment. If I look at my past in detail, the domino effect is quite evident i.e. this move caused that and that delay allowed this and so on. It is also easy to recognize where God performed miraculous moves on my behalf. For good, bad or indifference, every move led me to this moment, ever reminding me that our God is an Awesome God! Bible Says Ephesians 2:8-10 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. November 9, 2011 Thought for Today Faith and gratitude are easy to hold on to when things are going well. It is the trials and tribulations God walks us through that strengthen our faith and make us grateful to begin with. Praise the Lord with joy when times are good. Praise the Lord with knowledge when things are bad, the knowledge that God is there in the good times and there in the bad. Bible Says Job 2:7-10 So Satan went out from the presence of the LORD and afflicted Job with painful sores from the soles of his feet to the crown of his head. Then Job took a piece of broken pottery and scraped himself with it as he sat among the ashes. His wife said to him, “Are you still maintaining your integrity? Curse God and die!” He replied, “You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” Prayer Request: Please pray for Karen, that God would lessen the burdens she now bears. Pray for her mother who is being released from the hospital today. Pray that she be given strength and that she gets some peace through these trials she is standing. November 1, 2011 November. At this time ten years ago I was in West Baltimore. I did at least three shots of heroin a day and shot coke and smoked crack and drank Mad Dog 20/20 wine and whatever else I could get my hands on to change the way I felt. I slept in cars jacked up in alleys with no tires left on them. I got beat up and dodged bullets, literally and the most painful of all, alienated my entire family. That was about to all change in a couple of weeks and I had no idea that it would and if I romanced the idea that a change could take place, I quickly reminded myself what a no good loser I was and hope was quickly replaced with dope. So when I go and visit a 16 year old girl who cannot get a grip, I see me and my heart bleeds. When I talk to a parent of a son or daughter that is turning into my past life, my heart bleeds for the pain I brought to my own parents. When I see a child that has an addicted parent and no matter their age they have sensed the wrongness and you can see it in their eyes, my heart bleeds for the fear I caused my daughters. Then when I think of God, watching and thousands upon thousands of His children that He created with love, squander their lives to a state of existing, my heart bleeds for I must have made my Father sad. This is gratitude month and I can safely say that God’s Grace, His undeserved Blessing bestowed upon me, far outweigh my past and anything I might try and complain about today. Our God is truly an Awesome God! Bible Says Psalm 147:6-8 The LORD sustains the humble but casts the wicked to the ground. Sing to the LORD with grateful praise; make music to our God on the harp. He covers the sky with clouds; he supplies the earth with rain and makes grass grow on the hills. October 27, 2011 My thought today is not a thought at all, it is a challenge. The challenge does not come from me but as you will see I have great reasons to post it to all you. I will say this, in my experience God puts things in front of us all the time and sometimes those things are difficult to see kind of like “Find Waldo.” Other times like today, He puts things in our face so as not to be missed, such as today it is like, “Here’s your sign!” My gratitude and thanks go out on behalf of IBE and Yes My Kid to Cheryl & Koty. ____________ Paying It Forward Until a year ago I was like most busy moms...oblivious to teen drug and alcohol addiction, because as the saying goes, "out of sight, out of mind." Addiction is an equal opportunity disease that strikes approximately one out of ten teens who “experiment” with drugs or alcohol. People from every walk of life are vulnerable to addiction. Last fall, following a sequence of tragic events, a young friend of mine was placed in a drug rehabilitation program for the purpose of saving his life. This opened my eyes to the tremendous physical, emotional and spiritual battle taking place in the lives of our children. It was then I became aware of a program called, Yes My Kid, a Christian based ministry to families of teens who struggle with drug and alcohol addiction. Parents often feel paralyzed and clueless when first confronted with the painful truth of their child’s addiction, and the initial reaction is often, “Not my kid!” But when the harsh reality finally sinks in, they have to admit that it’s true and therefore acknowledge that, yes, my kid is an addict. Yes My Kid is a support group that provides a place to begin. I attended my first meeting last spring, at Grace Community Church, in Fulton, MD, and I was struck by the look of desperation on each face in that room. But with kindness, compassion, and sometimes a bit of humor, critical information is dispersed and a network of friends is established in no time at all. My reason for writing this letter is to issue a challenge. Something kind of interesting happened last Sunday at Grace church. There are two adult services on Sunday mornings that I could attend. I arrived at church in time to attend the second service, but instead I went out for coffee with another mom to talk about our teens. When we returned to church, the teens' service was about to conclude so we waited in the lobby for our kids. As we were talking, my friend looked down and saw a sealed envelope on the floor. She picked it up and proceeded to tell me about the envelopes that were handed out in church that morning. Each envelope contained a card challenging people to use personal resources to meet the needs of others, and make a difference in the life of someone in need. Just a few of the envelopes that were distributed contained a one-hundred dollar bill. Should the person who gets an envelope containing the money choose to accept the challenge, they are required to, "invest the money in a way that will transform lives," and then let the church know how the plan came together and exactly what happened by the end of the year. She opened the sealed envelope, handed it to me and said,"This is for you...it's seed money...now go out and grow something!" I have lamented over what to do with the money. It's only a hundred dollars, but the responsibility of how to plant it weighed heavily on me, so I asked my young recovering addict friend for suggestions. Without hesitation he replied, “Have you thought of paying it forward?" His idea came from the movie, Pay It Forward. The premise of the movie begins with doing something special for another person-- without any expectation of being paid back, requesting that the recipient of that favor do the same for someone else: ideally for three other people. After much thought and prayer, we decided to give the money to IBE Ministries to be used to help support their Yes My Kid program. In order to meet the goal of paying it forward, my young friend and I would like to issue a challenge to anyone who has a heart for teen addicts and those who care for them. The challenge involves making an investment that will change lives by matching the $100.00 found in the envelope last Sunday. I have taken the challenge myself by matching the $100.00, and if you would like to join me by accepting the challenge to match the $100.00, your tax-deductible donation, made out to IBE Ministries, Inc., may be sent to the following address: Yes My Kid c/o IBE Ministries, Inc. 1001 West H Street, Suite B La Porte, TX 77571 Phone: Texas: 281-515-6673 Maryland: 301.237.4086 Both numbers can be called 24/7. http://www.intheblinkofaneyeministries.com/index.html Please indicate on your check or in the PayPal message that your donation is in response to the Grace Community Church "Pay It Forward Challenge". Let's not ignore the problem of teen addiction because ultimately it affects all of us. Thank you, Cheryl O'Neil October 18, 2011 Thought for Today Grace has been sometimes defined as “undeserved Blessings.” I think that is true because it has also been said that if I got what I deserved, I wouldn’t like it at all. There are days when I am full of gratitude. There are days when I have to remind myself that I am grateful. Reminding myself is easy and takes but a moment of remembering to embrace gratitude. Grace is a gift from God through His son Jesus. Gratitude is a verb. Bible Says Romans 3:22-24 There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. October 17, 2011 Thought for Today Quite possibly my favorite time of year is Christmas, which falls in the last month of the year. I cannot skip the other 11 months to get to my favorite. My passion for helping addicts is 12 Step work. The results of working the steps become evident when you get to 12. My favorite step, because you have had a spiritual awakening by the time you get there. I could not skip the other 11 steps just to get to my favorite. Bible Says Revelation 7:14 I answered, “Sir, you know.” And he said, “These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. October 14, 2011 Thought for Today I remember the first beer that brought hope into my dismal existence. I remember my last shot of heroin as a last desperate attempt to make it through another night. Mostly I remember the pure joy I felt when once I knew Jesus had me and I had Jesus! Bible Says Romans 15:13 13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. October 11, 2011 Thought for Today No money is needed, to make a man rich No poverty makes him poor. To discover great wealth and riches of spirit When Jesus knocks he need only to open the door! Bible Says Revelation 3:19-21 Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent. Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I was victorious and sat down with my Father on his throne. Final Thought Whereas I do not like mentioning our financial needs every day, I find it necessary. I watched TBN yesterday and they are always asking for money as they should because to be aired everyday on TV cost millions. Perhaps one might feel that our ministry has nothing going on that concerns them because none of their immediate family are addicts and drugs and alcohol don’t affect them. To those I would ask them to think about this, the next you are on the roads taking your family to a night out or across the country on a road trip for vacation. You are passing by a drunk driver somewhere. The only escape from putting yourselves in danger of drugs and alcohol is to stay home. This would be a good idea for then you could catch the next junkie that breaks in to take your stuff to feed his/her addiction. Just sayin. Please help us! October 4, 2011 Thought for Today Since 911 the rules of war changed. The enemy is much harder to recognize. Gone are the days of one country lining up on one side against another country facing them. We are losing troops everyday and we mourn their loss as we should, for they are fighting for our country. We have another war going on that is taking lives everyday within our own borders. The enemy is really difficult because, we do not want to recognize its existence. Worse, we enhance this war by glorifying how cool life is with a cold beer. Worse because the movies glorify the aspects of moving illicit drugs from one country or one hood to another. Worse because we live under the absurdity that those addicted to drugs can just pull themselves up by their bootstraps if they have a strong enough will to do so. Worse because we would rather our kids have a mental disorder that supposedly be fixed by a, you guessed it, a drug rather than admit they are addicts. I was talking to my daughter Lauren yesterday about the death of Nicole, and she said, “Dad, when you’re that young, it’s like time stops and you feel like you will be stuck in that confusion forever and nothing anyone says can change your mind.” That is coming from someone who is not an addict perhaps that gives you the scope of what we are dealing with and why a young person would over dose just making an effort to quiet the madness. For those on the email list, I am more than likely preaching to the choir. For those on Facebook, I might be to the point of becoming an irritation. Either way it is my belief, my goal, my mission to get the word out that the war we fight now is not fixed by telling a young person to pull themselves up by the bootstraps. The war we are now engaged in is not won by dragging them to church and telling them “All ya need is Jesus,” they won’t hear you. The war we are engaged in now can only be won when EVERYONE acknowledges its existence. Tell ya what. Tonight is the “National Night Out.” The idea is local communities get out and meet their neighbors. Have you heard of it? I did yesterday, not much notice but still a good idea. This has been a rough week addiction wise so I beg you to take a look around; it’s right in front of you. What will we do? Bible Says Romans 15:1-3 We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. 2 Each of us should please our neighbors for their good, to build them up. 3 For even Christ did not please himself but, as it is written: “The insults of those who insult you have fallen on me.” September 28, 2011 Thought for Today Where is the Christianity, when such anger and hatred towards each other can no longer hide? Where is Christianity when we are not praying for all, not just the ones who agree? Where is the Christianity, when the world needs Jesus’ love now, not later? Can we put aside all differences and meet at the Cross? Can the Christians in the United States set an example for the rest of the world by our actions and not our words? I believe, wait, I know that we CAN achieve because we are promised that, “We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us!” Bible Says Philippians 4:11-14 Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content: I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Nevertheless you have done well that you shared in my distress. Speaking of Distress We received a generous donation yesterday but are still in need of $1400 before October 1, 2011. We have some deposits to pay for our February event which will do much for the community, much for parents and youth and of course much for IBE in the way of throttling us into a substance abuse recovery force, not just in Texas, but Maryland as well. To sweeten the idea of donating, I am offering all four books I have written for any donations of $100 or more. Help Us Help Them! Go to www.intheblinkofaneyeministries.com click on “Make a Donation.” If you want the books just specify in the message box. To mail a check make it payable to: IBE Ministries, Inc. 1002 West H Street, Suite B La Porte, TX 77571 I would like to encourage as many of you as able to set up a monthly automated donation of $25 or more. This will be a cash flow we can “bank” on, excuse the pun, and adjust accordingly. Thanks to all for your continued partnership as we continue to grow. September 26, 2011 Thought for Today I start each day the same way, I pray. Then I punch the coffee maker button and wait on the sound of that wonderful elixir dropping into the pot before turning into a smooth flow. Then, after a sip or two, I sit here at the computer and wait. Sometimes my mind is flooded with thoughts and I have trouble deciding which one to write. Other times, like today, it’ s like staring at a canvas with a paint brush in my hand, with no idea what to put on the canvas. So maybe today, God just wants me to tell you all, Good Morning and have a Great Day! God loves you all and so do I! Bible Says Psalm 17:6-8 I call on you, my God, for you will answer me; turn your ear to me and hear my prayer. Show me the wonders of your great love, you who save by your right hand those who take refuge in you from their foes. Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings. Finally Last week of September, bills will soon be due Please help us help them Every penny helps us through. September 20, 2011 Welcome to Church by John Michael Weber Welcome to the church, Please tell us where it hurts. We don’t expect you dear to be perfect here That is not the way it works. We’re all sinners and we know it We love the Lord and dress real nice to show it. But our insides tell a different tale We try not to sin but always fail. But we worship God who gives us hope To be delivered from things like hatred, anger and dope. Come on in and join us please Our praying here does never cease. Welcome to the church Do not pretend you do not hurt. Share your pain we’ll split it Salvation is here you’ll get it! Welcome to the Church! Bible Says Matthew 16:18 And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it. First Tease So here’s the first tidbit on the biggest event IBE has sponsored as yet. Mark your calendar for Friday, February 10, 2012 for “What’s God Got To Do With It?” This will be held at the Pasadena Convention Center in Campbell Hall Spaces are available for booths. We have a great keynote speaker as well as local folk, testimonies and music. It will be a banquet. That’s all I can disclose as yet, more will be revealed. Our needs right now for this mega event are: Lots of Volunteers! Money (that can be refunded) for Deposits to secure equipment and materials! It is gonna be GREAT! |